It’s a wonder we let little
Sunday school children sing about Zacchaeus. (You remember: “Zacchaeus was
a wee little man, a wee little man was he.”) He’s made out to be this nice
short man who climbs up a tree to see Jesus as he goes by. What we don’t
tell our Sunday school kids is that Zacchaeus was a wee little crook, a wee
little crook was he. Zacchaeus, you understand, was a kind of contract
worker for the Romans. His contract called for him to collect prescribed
taxes, tolls, tariffs, and custom fees in his area. A “chief tax
collector,” like Zacchaeus, was required to pay his contract in advance. In
other words, whatever Zacchaeus was expected to collect in his territory, he
had to pay up front. To regain his investment and to make a living,
Zacchaeus hired others to help collect the taxes. He and the other tax
collectors had to gather those taxes and tolls and fees from their fellow
citizens. It may go without saying that this “arrangement” was open to
abuse. The more tax one could collect, you see, the greater the profit for
oneself. These people were traitors who worked for the enemy. You can bet
they were despised. Certainly they were outcasts.
Well, don’t you ever experience yourself as
an outcast? I do sometimes. Feeling like an outcast is isolating and
depressing. You don’t feel like you belong around people. And if you are
around people, when you feel like an outcast, you still feel as though you
are alone. It happens when an adult child treats you with contempt. On the
other end of the phone you hear complaints about how you raised him, and he
tells you that you neglected him, when what you did was love and care for
him. It happens when that son cuts himself from all contact with you. It
happens when a group of people rejects you. It happens when a spouse or a
best friend betrays you. It’s even worse when it is both of them at the
same time. It happens when others won’t let you participate. It happens
when you try to do the right thing and your friends oppose you. It happens
when someone belittles you to your face in front of others. And, speaking
for myself, it happens when I’ve done wrong and I’m feeling guilty. It
happens when I remember old wrongs I’ve done long ago and I feel guilty all
over again. It happens to many of us. We feel like outcasts.
Of course, that’s when we especially reach
out to God. Maybe at least God will accept us, we think hopefully. Even
when we’re afraid it will do no good, we cry out to God, looking for
acceptance. When I was young, I became afraid that God wouldn’t accept me.
What’s so strange about that was the fact that I believed God was a merciful
and accepting God. It made no difference to me somehow that I was certain
that God would accept someone like me. I believed that God would
forgive those things I had done, if it were someone else. While it
made no sense, my emotions had a warning light flashing “NOT ACCEPTABLE.”
“NOT ACCEPTABLE.” And I felt like an outcast. I prayed to God for mercy.
No! I cried! I shed tears. I trembled in fear. The outcast will do
anything to reach God. Zacchaeus, that wee little crook, was an outcast.
As Jesus was coming by, Zacchaeus ran and scampered up a tree. Two things a
man of importance in those days wouldn’t do. Running and climbing trees
were not dignified. Even now, we wouldn’t expect important people to do
such things. But Zacchaeus was willing to humble himself by running ahead
of Jesus’ entourage and climbing a tree just to see him. You would do that,
if you believed that Jesus was the presence of God on earth and you wanted
to reach out to God. When we feel like outcasts, how especially then do we
reach out for God.